for the past 23 years ive looked up to my dad. for his personality & his artistic creativity. Now? he's in a whole other lite to me.

outta nowhere, he takes off to vancouver, to meet his net friend liz.

Now, the thing about my dad is.. when he has a heart to heart with you, he can get almost poetically emotional... and in one of their convos he must've said somethng to her that led her in a different direction.

Now, shes over here. she showed up, expecting him to be divorced outta nowhere. hes been with my mom for 26 years. loves her to bits. we all know it. but this friend, insists that she loves him and whatnot. and that he lied to her. she said hes been sayin how hes leaving us & whatnot.

If hes depressed and had a few drinks in him, yeah..he says shit like that on bad days... but its never serious. but in email, its hard to tell.

thing is too, he doesnt have that many close friends, and his close friend he does have is dying of MS.

so now... she shows up expecting to move in or start so mething up... hes emberassed and confused as fuck. my mom wont come outta her room till shes gone, she scared and sick from it all. So am i.

him & i have always had a relationship that goes well beyond father/daughter. more of almost a mentor/sucessor kind of thing. now, its a whole different light to me.

I dont know what my parents outcome will be now, and im scared shitless. 23yrs and ive never seen anything like this.