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Tina mcf
aartistiquee
14 August 2008 @ 12:31 am
 
I seriously think they're splitting up because of this.

I don't know whats going to happen now. Neither does my mom. she  gave dad an altematum. Seems like hes leaving because of this other woman. Try to put the blame on mom saying shes pushing him away and everything. Its a 2 way street pal.

So, now, I don't know what to do. Half the time I want to quit art all together, because of him. Othertimes, it's all I want to do to distract myself. I just feel like If I draw its cause he taught me.

I've never felt so alone, upset, or confused.

the other day on the buss to my job interview, I had 3 strangers ask me if I was ok.
 
 
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dhyvd[info]dhyvd on August 14th, 2008 03:31 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
Sounds like it is really affecting your seriously.

I think youshould continue to draw... it is your ability now, not his... any skill you have developed by any means is yours to keep.
Tina mcf[info]aartistiquee on August 20th, 2008 03:44 am (UTC)
Re: *hugs*
Yeah it is. I'm seriously miserable. I can barely bring myself to focus on anything, wich is pissing me off. I need to job search. The only thing making me do the commission I have is the fact that im being payed over 100$ for it, so its extra money for me for the concert, wich is the one good thing i have going right now. A day hasnt gone by where I haven't had at least one emotional breakdown.

Just seems like if i draw its cos he taught me.
dhyvd[info]dhyvd on September 4th, 2008 10:29 pm (UTC)
Re: *hugs*
I hope everything is at least a little big better since I last heard from you... please take care of yourself, sorry I could be of more help.